best sunset of the year

i can hold the sun with my fingers...

my precious baby...lol...

food poisoning

pathetic..i m on medical leave today just because i ate some frozen durian yesterday nite.. sad..
i vomitted 4 times and diarrhea 3 times before i nearly pass out. everything looks so black. so they were worried and brought me to the doctor. and i was diagnosed with "food poisoning". back from clinic at 8 smth. felt like i didnt sleep for years.. went to my room and i pengsan terus.. but manage to wake up and brush my teeth at 10pm.. after that, straight away Zzzzz... and woke up 9.30am. slept for 11.5 hours for god's sake.. cant believe myself..
now i m a patient, staying at home. eating porridge. life sucks.. i m missing somebody that i shouldnt miss... or maybe i think i shouldnt..
oh...life sucks.. it really does.. haha..

awwwwww

at last tomorrow can off..relax. wanted to go sing k..but i think better rest at home..been a tiring week.. maybe go on friday.. my acne popping out from my forehead.. gosh!!
so many of them..need to get rid of my fringe d..old d...skin deteriorate...brain too.. alwiz no energy to drive...long journey to work really taking much of my energy..need to rest tmr..sleep sleep n sleep...

frustrated

went to jusco today and bought apair of jeans, shoes, few baju.. its been about 2 weeks since i m transfer to pacific branch. still not getting used to it. i guess my holiday mood wont go away dat quick.. been a tough time. 1st time in my life i have to decide on so many things, all new.. and messed up. i guess its a challenge given by GOD. a real tough challenge.. but i've learned and growed so much from this. once in a lifetime experience. realized dat life's just too short. maybe dont be to conservative, risk is not always bad. its always give and take..

been so lonely in bm.. i miss kl.. dun wish to argue with them at home every other day. just too tired of arguements. i m really not used to be controlled or "cared"..

so messed up and stressed.. why those people never think of their retirement.. why they never bother to care?? how they think they'll survive after retirement?? reall dont understand..
to have children is to give them the chance to experience life.. to have their own life with your love and blessings..
not to let yourself be their burden and make them feel helpless...

YaKi YaKi

went to makan at yaki yaki buffet yesterday.. it was similiar to jogoya, just that u need to grill some of the food. they have lamb,beef, chiken,fish,scallop,lala... u can grill everything. even japanese mochi they ask u to grill for 3 minutes. pengsan =.='''. but it was kinda nice, the food is tasty.. compared to jogoya , yaki yaki got lesser dessert and cookies. and they dont serve haagen daz ice creams. so i didnt bother to eat that..hahahaha.. but their sashimi was great. got abalone somemore.. not bad not bad. still, jogoya has more choice...hahahaha...i love jogoya. better service, better environment and more choices of food.of course yaki yaki got some special yummy stuff like beef belly, sanma fish, grilled scallop, tasty spaghetti (damn delicious) and their udon soup.. banyak sedap. i ate a lot.. so got stomachache. and this morning woke up feeling sick..hahaha... at least i dun eat like that s often. once in a while is okay.. however..hope i can go to jogoya again this month. my voucher gonna expire already..

top hat

finally the pain is over... i m free again.. saturday night my branch closed at 8.30pm.. to support 60 earth hour..so went to makan with sis and housemates..it was chinese hot pot.. so spicy that i couldnt eat much.. sakit perut.. anyway it was yummy..

then, sunday after telelink, went to this restaurant name " Top Hat". nice name. nice place. nice food. nice price. hahahha... 3 of us ate only 2 sets and 1 side dish.. RM286.00... not bad..wasnt my treat anyway.. its for sis's late birthday treat..hahahaa..i tumpang sahaja.."nyek nyek nyek"....

- we start with 2 soups, spicy pumkin, and green pea soup.. i m not into any of them but the green pea 1 taste better if i have to choose 1..hahaha..
-the 1st main dish is trio lamb..3 types of different lamb... so delicious!!! never taste something so yummy.. my gosh.. but the portion was damn small..hahaha...
-then comes the beef..it was okay..average but still very tasty..
-then it was this smoked salmon nicoise salad...the salmon was nice..but not much to eat..hahhahahah
-here comes the sinful part.. we ordered "sinful chocolate delight".. it was quite sinful.. its like the "chocolate moist cake" u can get from secret recipe.. but has richer chocolate.. thats why its sinful..lol..
- the other dessert will be the "creme brulee".. nice..i loved it but they say it tasted like egg tart... what ever... i still liked it. muahahhha...
- last.. 1st time ever.. we had our ice cream.. hand made ginger flavour and tricheal flavour i think..forgot how they spell it.. something like advanced honey.. hahaha..but the ginger 1 was yummy..really didnt know that u can actually make ice cream in ginger flavour and it taste so much better.. we top it with caramel and strawberry sauce.. damn yummy..

thats about all we had.. it was a great place..

The relation between your two eyes..
they ..
blink together
move together
see things together
cry together
sleep together..
though they never see each other...

and..
they will never ..
envy
jealous
hate
compare
argue
or fight with each other.. =)

nightmare

i was walking happily in my dreams then suddenly someone told me, i m pregnant.. and my mum was there, asking me who is the dad of the child, i couldnt answer her.. hahahaha.,... scary man.. how could i be pregnant, all by myself.. i was scared in my dreams.. then i cried.. nearly woke up crying though but lucky enough i didnt..hahaha.. anyway, it was frightening..and i wish it'll never come true.. lol...siau liao..

money not enough

been spending so much lately.. mum's birthday present..100 bucks, bro's birthday present 200bucks, car service..200 bucks..havent buy anything for dad's birthday yet..he wants a handphone..=.='''
so far..till today i m overbudget already..
will be kinda broke this month..*sigh*..save harder next month!!
money money come come...

i miss bm..miss my darling..nani nani pupu..hahahaha...

kerachut

finally...i made it.. went to kerachut 2 days ago.. it was tugher than i thought it is..i managed to hike there..menikmati the beach..and saw lots of jelly fish..then realised that i actually have to hike the same distance..to get out from there..*shit*
we went to ask, 1 boat trip cost RM100.. damn expensive..wat to do..hike lo...i thought i'll die there..cos i was like short of breath. felt like wana vomit, or faint anytme. that's why joyce and kee yung dont want to go hiking with. pathetic...
but with mac d in my mind.. i manage to get out from there..hahahahah..
so proud of myself. but i still need lots of training to be able to hike mount kinabalu..this is just the begining. must try hard..
gambateh!!

to buy or not to buy?

my big sis wana take back her car. so means that me n erjie got only 1 car left. though we still can tolerate, but a bit inconvenient lo..
sis told me yeserday, maybe i should consider having my own car..so i guess its time..got to consider what type of car i want, how much, maintenace, and how much can i pay per month.. getting a 2nd hand car sounds ok too..but i m jus afraid that it might have some hidden problems..
then half way driving i m stuck at the middle of no where.. hahaha.. scary..
have to think..think and think.. see how lo..
time to sleep..