do u know wat is it like to have a hole in ur heart? someone's sister died today,..cos she has a hole in her heart...marie's dad passed away yesterday..my gosh..our life is so fragile..
it makes me scared.. my heart was aching quite seriously yesterday nite.... and it aches again jus now.. its not the 1st time.. they asked me to go for check up but..i scared...wat if i found out smth dat i shudnt??
den i rather appreciate now than to be sad of smth else..
its getting worse dat last time..
yesterday nite i cant breath..the pain was a bit more than previous ones..
i cant slp yesterday cos i was afraid dat i might not wake up today..
it really frighten me...i dun wan to hv such short life...but i guess i think too much..