i m sick..again

wat the hell is hapening??
y is my life like dis??
i saw my beloved throat tru mirror jus now...it looks like some1 poke it wit smth sharp...blisters everywhere..
its so painful..i hardly swallow my saliva..
doc says i got very very high fever..very serious tonsils infection...haih...n my head ache like hell..i can hardly slp..
i took 4 courses of d medicine d...still d same..only fever got controlled...but fever rises cos my tonsils r inflamed..its giving me headaches..
enuf working problem d la..my manager so bor syok when i mc..i wonder if i can work tmr...
my whole body's nerves r paining..feels like they put poison in it..i was shivering yesterday nite...as if i m in snow house..
doc says if cant cure by dis 2 days, must go n check again..suspected dengue fever liao..but hor, dengue will get tonsils infection meh??
duno la...jus hope i wont get admited to hosp again..maybe i m stressed...
stressed of work..n stressed of family matters...