my first post on blogspot

it's been raining dis few days..hmm..starting a new blog sounds weird to me..but promised kim hwa dat i'll continue..so have to la..so cold here..today hari raya still need to work!!
everyone is enjoying their holidays while i'm still stuck here...
something really weird happened to me since d day b4 yesterday..my arms n legs...they r extremely tired even though i did nth for d past few days..it jus feel like i have been standing or exercising for yrs..they hurt so badly n its like muscle cramps..
on my skin,can notice dat there r little red dots all over my arms n legs...i dun use to have them u see...though they dun hurt..cos it seems like those dots are inside my skin...looks a bit like my cappillaries have broken inside..but ...i dunno...
they ask me go see doctor but i refuse...
come on..it's public holiday..den sumore if d doctor say i'm ok how????
very paiswh one leh...guess i'll jus wait till it slowly recover..if it dun den only consider whether wanna see doctor or not...disturb my sleep only...
whole nite can feel d cramp...
din get a good nite sleep...

haih...sumtimes i jus dun understand those ppl...alwiz keep their feelings,their thoughts to themselves..
how do they expect others to read their mind...
to me,if i'm not happy or upset of sumthing u've done,i'll let u noe...
by keeping to yourself only make things worst..it'll lead to arguements..fights..endless lagi tu...we'll never have d chance to understand each other more if they keep doing dat...
we r all blessed with mouth n voice box so dat we could express our feelings..by keeping quiet,u r acting like a mute person..or a doll...i wont wanna be wit a doll...
i'll rather be wit myself...
sumtimes we dun noe wat we really really wan....so humans make mistakes..
but its good dat i realized it early..b4 its too late...