my oral health

went to dentist today..she said its not d old filling..there another new decay on d other side...so,wat can i say??....got my filling..85 bucks..so expensive lo.....no money liao but still hv to do it coz it has been bugging me since last week..dentist told me there's actually another decay on d upper premolar tooth....dat means another 85bucks..told her dat i'll fix it another day..hahahha....
when kh came over it got worst...but no time to go to dentist..so tahan saja la...
had really bad toothache but we still enjoy going to pavillion,genting, sunway lagoon n even steamboat buffet...
guess i was really depressed (bcoz of my tooth) n i kinda lepas geram on kh..
hahahahahha.....
alwiz kena ask to do dis n dat....n i got headache oso ma..kenot blame me...
d washing machine still down..hv to handwash...its been yrs since i ever did dat...
hmm....wonder if my tooth can last me a yr...dentist said if it hurts in a weeks time,hv to go back...which i dun wish to..cos she's too expensive...
n she said if still hurt dat means my nerves r rotten from inside liao..
only 2 options...1st, remove d tooth...i'll be toothless....its not d first tooth u noe...
2nd, do root canal surgery...which she'll refer me to specialist n..will cos me about 1200 bucks...
wa lao eh!!!!!!! siau meh....my 2 months salary la.....n dats not it..still hv to do caps...on top of it to prevent from further decay n cracks....
total for everything??? RM2000!!!!!!!!!! i'll rather remove it...
but i'll be toothless...
dun understand y so expensive...last time i did at government clinic...not even 50bucks u noe..
but dat 1 d dentist not so friendly n not mercury free...
wat shud i do??? jus pray dat it wont start aching again or i'll be dooooomed......

yea...

went to watch stardust yesterday..nice....dat triston so cute after got his "haircut"...hahahhaa....n d storyline not bad..though its a bit out of reality...
haha..today work 1 day den tmr can go genting liao wit kh....
go genting,go shopping...go sunway lagoon...maybe skating..
so many things to do n so little time...
muahahahhaa....
so excited...i can relax liao....
haih..but my commission belum keluar..last mth until now..
dis mth 1 dunno they release or not...
so memalukan....as a dato n boss of eog,cant even affort to pay his staff's commission...
to save money,came out wit weird stuff...like waive commission if dun hit target la...hold salary la...
u urself no money ma settle it adults way lo...y wanna put it on us??
we r innocent...give u time until mid dec..if not,u'll be really famous...
hahaha...mca will be honoured to hv a chat wit u..hahahahaha....

sick again...

yesterday nite cant sleep at all....so annoying..my nose..mucous keep dripping out,,,,hahhahahha,,,,,geli...
very difficult for me to fall asleep..n today have to work..siau oh...
got better ade but still tersumbat..my nose..cant really breathe..
yesterday josie gave me a white leather bag for my bday...hahahhaah...
its jus wat i wanted..but i think she din check cos at some part of d metal...got karat a bit liao...but nvm la...still can use..hahahha...
mai hiam so much la..
when i think about kh coming on 28th,makes me feel relaxed ade...
i can go shopping,go genting,go casino,go fool around,go long kai....
go anywhere we wan..
but of cos got limited budget n time
she'll be sleeping over...though our room is enuf for 3 of us,but i dunno she'll feel suffocated or not...
hahahhahha..
hostel is like dat la..
if not we can consider sleeping in d living room...

dis few days i'm kinda addicted to pineapple..
ate them almost everyday...
suddenly taste so nice...hahahhha....
hmm.now wann go eat my lunch liao...
i'm still sick...remember???

i'm sick again...

gosh...i think i'm really sick..last 2 days also my face was like so red liao...till today also like dat..yesterday nite got flu..cos d nite b4 slept at 2am..cried lagi tu...dats y sick liao...haih..today so busy...never been so bz b4....since morning got lots of customer..but d sales is bad...got a lot of stocks coming in...hundreds of them..so tired of unpacking,checking,arranging them...hahhhah....lazy la tu...till now only got time to snake..online..yea yea..tmr go home liao..
miss tua sua ka so much....wanna eat laksa...but have to pray so dat i wont get sick if not kenot eat...

i'm back

at last...i'm back to work...discharged from hospital on 17th...actually wat happened to me??
let me explain :
on 16th,
i started to worry about my muscle aches n called my agent...den he said "pack ur things..we're going to d hospital now.." t tot allison is still in spore so i jus msg here dat i wanna take mc...den she called to tell dat she's in kl now..so it make things easier for me..i left for hospital at about 12pm..went home,packed my stuff,head straight to sunway medical centre...reach there,register at a&e department...waited for a while...den when d nurse asked me,"so wats wrong wit u?" i din noe wat to say,so my agent answered,"suspected for dengue fever"....hahah...as if la..den i jus smile...after 15 minutes,went in to see d doc..told him how i feel den he straight away demand for a blood test...nurses were running here n there...emergency department ba...shud be dat way kua..a large needle was poked into my arm n ouch!!!!hurt so much...wanna faint liao...acted like a kid...d nurse wanna laugh liao...next,they need my urine..hahahah...such a coincidence..feel like going to d loo...so much to let go..hahahha....den,doc came..."so, r u covered by insurance?" i said ya...den he terus..."good....den i think jus admit u so dat u can claim.." fuh!!!dats so nice of him to understand wat i wan...den,d admission process..took about 30 minutes..so slow la...i waited so bored..den i heard sumone was sent in next to me...open d curtain,wow!!!!! dat lady..all blood all over her body..even her face..d nurse sort of clean n wrap for her den everyone was like so cemas...den nurse shouted,"urgent urgent!!! bed 2,send to d ward now!!!" den gently she tell d mid age aunty,we'll send u to d ward now n d specialist will attend to u very soon...n wait,dis is ur helmet.." d nurse wrap d helmet in a plastic bag n put it near d px's leg...
wow....cool...i wanna work in hospital oso,...so keng n yao yeng..hahahah....
i was sent to d ward later n i tot nice lo...only me alone in 2 beded room...but later got 1 43 yr old aunty come in..sad..she got something in her throat dat has to be remove by surgery tmr morning...though it hurts,she cant stop talking...told me bout her daughter,son...so keng all studying pharmacy...daughter got straight As lagi tu...genius...den jason came over wit mac d...hahahaha...yummy..d food in hospital sucks...at nite he stayed wit me even though its not advisable for adults patient to have visitors overnite but i'm still under age ma..hahahah...but d nurse din say anything oso..they faham faham la..lol...but they'll wake u up in d middle of d nite...jus to see u r ok n take ur temperature n blood pressure...at 6am they wake me up again...at 8am..again..for breakfast..sien..cant sleep well..

on 17th,
doc came to visit at 2.30pm..so late...d nurse lied to me..they said about 10 to 12 den at 12pm they say about 2 pm...so sien la me...watch astro disney channel...den sleep...wake up for lunch den watch tv den sleep...doc said my blood is normal...no muscle inflammation,nth wrong wit urine...so "wat u wanna do?" he asked me...i was like " huh ?" wat? he said i wanna go home or stay another day oso can...no difference...so i choose to go home....he jus say maybe its my veins got spasms...so let me take medicine for a week...1 for muscle another 1 is vitamin B12...if still ache go back to him..actually got appointment on 26th but dunno wanna go or not??my bill was RM1128.70...ciak lat lo..so expensive..den d doc ask them to discharged me at 2.34pm but i waited till 5.30pm..cos...have to wait for my insurance approval...so wait lo...but when i tot everything's done,went downstairs at discharge counter,dat lady suddenly tell me,"i'm sorry miss,but ur insurance company seems to decline ur hospital bill...so can u pls pay dis amount?"showing me d total of RM1128.70...i was like,siao ar u?????where got like dat one????but i kept quiet n cool...den my agent who came to fetch me,called his company den after a while...he still have to pay d bill first...d nurse said,"maybe u can claim later but jus pay now ok?".....so he pay lo..i dun care..if cant claim,i buy insurance for wat???den better dun buy...after dat had dinner wit my sis n d agent n he fetch me home....like dat 1 day gone liao...sien...

on 18th pulak,
nth to do..mc ma..so stayed at home lo..boring..watched comedy den watch house of wax...so geli...disgusting....tot of eating something different so ordered domino's pizza...minimum order regular size so,order lo...with double decker crust..wow..d cheese...so yummy...mengalir keluar...dats my lunch n dinner...so full...den i slept for d rest of d day....nth to do ma...allison came back wit souvenirs...i got a purple coin purse..really like it...n a set of couple key chain..n without telling me she gave d boy one to jason liao...so i was speechless la..anything lo..dun really bother..hahah...as long as i got mine...lol.....

wat shud i do????

came back from clinic ade...guess wat d doc says..."i think ur body is lack of salt...so i'll jus let u take some rehydration salt n we'll see wat happen"....i terus gong ki...he din even check wit his thermometer to see whether i have fever or not...really trust wat i say...when i told him dat my muscle really ache a lot den he prescribe paracetamol....feel like wanna pengsan more....
den at last i use all my courage to ask him,"do u think i might have dengue??"
wow...shud have take his pic dat time..he looked so lost...like huh???wat???
i really dunno whether i shud believe him....den after staring aimlessly at me for about 10 seconds,he finally answered, "erm....y?anything weird happened to u?" i replied,"ya..i got a huge mosquitoe bite here....it bulge out few days ago...den after dat i got all dis sypmtom...look at my hands...they dun used to be dis colour...its reddish inside...i was yellow..."hahahhaah....to think back dat was so funny...den he pressed my hand wit his finger...den my thigh...n he press again...n again...
i tot he'll say like, we need to look at ur problem seriously..mana tau..."well,it might be virus infection though...but a very mild one..cos u dun have fever...(excuse me??did u take my body temperature??)......
he continues,"if u wan,u can do blood test at hospital...jus go to emergency department n tell them u wan a blood test on dengue"..i said,"den y dun u do it here?" he replied,"hey today is public holiday,all d labs r closed..so if u really wan,u can try at hospitals..."
after dat, he told me to take rehydration salt twice a day for 3 days...den if nth happen,go back to him...so i was thinking,shud i go to d hospital???wat r u trying to say???i really dun understand...but it was too late cos i only realised dat when i stepped out d clinic...hhahahahhaah......crazy gal...now at shud i do??
kim hwa said dat u dun need to hv a fever to hv dengue....but jason said,dengue must come with fever....
my insurance agent said,u dun have fever ar??den not dengue lo..but if u wanna check oso can..jus go to clinic la..our medical card wont pay for dat..only pay if u masuk hospital...n stay there...
so?? d conclusion is...i'm so lost....wat shud i do?going back to d clinic tmr to take blood test feels like a fool...ppl ask u to wait 3 days...u so hurry for wat???
but dat doc jus now is replacement only..tmr d full time doc will be here....shud i go to her or not?? she's much better in terms of service n knowledge....

too late...

gosh....y d doctor so lazy one...jus went to d clinic jus now but they r closed...only open at 6pm...missed it liao...now have to wait 4 hours...i'm getting worried after talking to kim hwa about my muscle ache n patches on my skin..jus now online google for denggi n malaria..it says there dat 1 of d symptom is d skin will be reddish with ur original complexion in patches...looks like mine...it says there "white island on red sea"....shit....den joint pain i got...jus dat i dun have fever...but i hope its not la cos i dun have d main symptom ma...dis is d akibat for being stubborn..ppl ask me go see doc earlier i berkeras dun wan...now scared liao wanna go liao but clinic closed...aih...its fate la...

itchy la...

d sky is quite blue today...ah!!!really dunno wat's wrong wit my skin..now my elbow got something bulging out..1 biji..looks like allergy....but i did nth n ate nth special...so itchy..those thing dat looks like "rashes" r still there..when only they'll be gone.....kenot tahan liao...i hv to shake when i shower oso...embarrassing...
dis morning came to work alone..mengada lebih..naik miang call cab..end up RM11.00....sakit hati betul...haih...no money liao..have been using so much lately..bout RM800.00 liao...shit...
have to save...for driving test,for my amway skincare products...my body shop cosmetics...bloodyfool la they all...alwiz increase increase d price...never reduce...last time d loose powder was only RM30++ now RM55..
ciak lat lo....

haih..sad..dis few days din do any sales...all oso sell contact lenses nia..baru beberapa puluh or hundred++ nia..commission lagi takde...how i'm gonna survive???? very sueh one...few times liao..when d customer walk in,i serve... den they wanna adjust frame..ma adjust lo...den suddenly they talk to josie....say wanna change new frame la...den she'll show them....den it'll be her customer liao...sad...all i did is adjustment....so unlucky...
but nvm la...it's still d branch sales..my sales really die liao...only did 3000...today 15th liao....shit la..
end of d month on leave for 6 days lagi...aiyo....die lo...
kenot like dat liao...have to be more aggressive today...public holiday..nobody....nvm la..try lo..
do more sales!!!!!! do more sales!!!!! gambateh oh~~~~~~

my first post on blogspot

it's been raining dis few days..hmm..starting a new blog sounds weird to me..but promised kim hwa dat i'll continue..so have to la..so cold here..today hari raya still need to work!!
everyone is enjoying their holidays while i'm still stuck here...
something really weird happened to me since d day b4 yesterday..my arms n legs...they r extremely tired even though i did nth for d past few days..it jus feel like i have been standing or exercising for yrs..they hurt so badly n its like muscle cramps..
on my skin,can notice dat there r little red dots all over my arms n legs...i dun use to have them u see...though they dun hurt..cos it seems like those dots are inside my skin...looks a bit like my cappillaries have broken inside..but ...i dunno...
they ask me go see doctor but i refuse...
come on..it's public holiday..den sumore if d doctor say i'm ok how????
very paiswh one leh...guess i'll jus wait till it slowly recover..if it dun den only consider whether wanna see doctor or not...disturb my sleep only...
whole nite can feel d cramp...
din get a good nite sleep...

haih...sumtimes i jus dun understand those ppl...alwiz keep their feelings,their thoughts to themselves..
how do they expect others to read their mind...
to me,if i'm not happy or upset of sumthing u've done,i'll let u noe...
by keeping to yourself only make things worst..it'll lead to arguements..fights..endless lagi tu...we'll never have d chance to understand each other more if they keep doing dat...
we r all blessed with mouth n voice box so dat we could express our feelings..by keeping quiet,u r acting like a mute person..or a doll...i wont wanna be wit a doll...
i'll rather be wit myself...
sumtimes we dun noe wat we really really wan....so humans make mistakes..
but its good dat i realized it early..b4 its too late...